Got a low low feeling around me
And a stone cold feeling inside
And I just can’t stop messing my mind up
Or wasting my time

All alone, staring on
Watching her life go by
When her days are grey
And her nights are black
Different shades of mundane
And the one-eyed furry toy that lies upon the bed
Has often heard her cry
And heard her whisper out a name long forgiven
But not forgotten

No light, no light
In your bright blue eyes
I never knew daylight could be so violent
A revelation in the light of day
You can’t choose what stays and what fades away
And I’d do anything to make you stay
No light, no light
Tell me what you want me to say

I had a lengthy blog post written for this entry, but it was too personal and not something I wanted available on the internet. Needless to say I’m not in a very happy place right now and things are getting the better of me.

Don’t push too far

Your Dreams are china in your hand

Don’t wish too hard

Because they may come true

And you can’t help them

You don’t know what you might

Have set upon yourself

China in your hand

Think I know how I’m going to use this blog. I’m going to use it to post song lyrics, quotes etc that reflect my mood/feelings at that given time. There won’t be any follow up text to explain, so you will have to work out my mood/feeling yourself. Feel free to add a comment that might help me.
Not so long ago I would’ve had to wait till I got to a pc before I could post anything. By that time my mood might’ve changed. Now I can post from my phone, just like I am doing now.

Where is my John Wayne
Where is my prairie son
Where is my happy ending

should I give up?
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?